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Kerry and Mark Kerry Katona

Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

Tuesday 13 October 2009

Kerry Katona has lashed out at hubby Mark Croft as the realisation finally sinks in that she could lose everything, including her home.

According to pals, coke addict Kerry, 29, was hopeful up until recently that she could clean up her act and rescue a couple of contracts by the end of the year.

But now the bankrupt singer – mum to Molly, eight, Lilly-Sue, six, Heidi, two, and one-year-old Max – has realised she hasn’t got a hope of Iceland ever giving her back her £250,000 contract, and she’s got no way of paying off her mounting debts.

A pal of Kerry says: “They’ve been rowing because she blames her downfall on him. She’s told him: ‘Everyone thought I was alright until I got together with you. It’s all your fault I’m ruined.’”

The pal adds: “Kerry was pinning her hopes on Iceland taking her back. Now she doesn’t think they’ll touch her again. She’s scared of losing her home.”

Kerry’s career has been in tatters since a video emerged in August of her allegedly  snorting cocaine. She was also accused of going on regular benders by her stepsister Pat Ferrier, 51, who said she had been taking drugs for years.

Pat accused Kerry of being a bad mum, leaving most of the housework and childcare to her nanny and taking drugs while the kids were in the house.

Since the revelations, her fitness plans have fallen by the wayside and she’s looking curvier again. Last year, 5ft 3 Kerry dropped from a size 16 to a slim size 8 after lipo and working with a personal trainer.

But her weight has crept back up as she turns to junk food and alcohol to make herself feel better.

“She’s a large size 12 and just under 10st,” says a pal. “She was 9st six weeks ago before all the trouble kicked off again, and she’s smoking her head off.

“But she doesn’t care if she’s fat any more. She’s given up trying to make herself feel or look better by being healthy. She’s turning to booze and junk food instead.”

According to pals, Kerry’s state of mind hasn’t been helped by cruel comments posted online after outtakes from her Iceland ads appeared on YouTube – showing Kerry swearing, grabbing her boobs and picking her nose.

Pals says she plunged into  depression after reading cruel comments like, ‘I wish she’d do a Jade Goody,’ and ‘She’s a retarded, cokehead, s**t of a mother.’ Though some comments were positive, she’s latched on to the negative ones.

A pal says: “Kerry’s been sobbing her eyes out, howling: ‘Why does everyone want me dead?’ She’s a total mess and sometimes even says: ‘I wish I were dead ’cos that’s what everyone wants. Why won’t people just give me a break?’”

Kerry’s so desperate for money, she’s even said to be trying for another baby so she can earn money from magazine deals.

Meanwhile, Mark is hoping to make money with his new venture as a car salesman. He’s also working as a property developer and, for the first time, he’s bringing in the money rather than Kerry, which has left her feeling more insecure than ever.

The pal says: “She feels that all she wants to do is shut herself away from the world – it’s just going from bad to Kerry Katona Closer News worse.”

Kerry was cleared of assault and criminal damage yesterday, after she had been arrested for an attack on her accountant.

The Crown Prosecution Service cited differing witness accounts as the reason to drop the charges, for which Kerry spent several hours in police custody.

Kerry said to the press: “I’m delighted this is finally over. It was hell.”

By Dina Behrman

Are you glad to see Kerry cleared of the charges?

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Posted by ChristieCarrington

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

I like Kerry. She just needs to get rid of her good for nothing husband, and clean herself up.
I reckon someone with a lot of dicsipline, like a personal trainer could help her, and not just give up on her!
She needs confidence too, not someone that's going to keep knocking her down.
I think she's going to end up doing the most drastic thing if this keeps happening and could end up 6 ft under, but i bet mark wouldn't bat an eyelid at that!

Posted 13/10/2009 10:28:55

Posted by Hev_eats

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

You should never wish someone dead - however she really does need to sort it out. She's got 4 children who rely on her to take care of them - nothing else should come before them.

Posted 13/10/2009 11:26:27

Posted by teampete

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

Sorry Kerry, but you've been given loads of chances and blown them all. There are much worthier people out there who need another chance before you!

Posted 13/10/2009 11:27:16

Posted by Julie08

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

I hate Kerry. She was smoking while she was pregnant. She is thinking of having another baby to make money on magazine deals. She had lipo to reduce her weight yet she claims she has no money. She is addicted to drugs. She knows her husband is useless yet she keeps running back to him every time. She is a selfish woman and her kids are the ones who are suffering through all this.
She is blaming Mark saying he has ruined her. Well she needs to take responsibility. Get rid of Mark, takes control of your life and look after your children like a proper mother. She may find she is a lot happier !!!

Posted 13/10/2009 11:59:46

Posted by sarafox

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

She does need help. How much is she spending on booze, fags, drugs etc. That's not helping her cash flow problems. As someone mentioned above, she needs independent professional help and soon so she can be the best mother possible to those 4 little people. Maybe one day when she's clean again, a contract like the Iceland one will become available for her, who knows. But she does need to sort herself out as soon as possible. Have all those cars and motorbikes she bought for her 'loving' husband been sold to release some cash. Could she also downsize her house? Hopefully she can get the independent financial help and care she needs asap before something happens. Look at the Stephen Gately situation, he was only 33. Goodness knows what goes on in these celebrity's lifes. Good luck Kerry

Posted 13/10/2009 12:14:30

Posted by Sarah Clayton

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

You know when couples start to look like each other? Well i reckon Kerry is starting to look at butters as her rank husband Mark Croft.

Posted 13/10/2009 12:42:31

Posted by alib01

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

I am sorry Kerry but it's your own fault you are ruined -you are the one who keeps hm around- he's not going to leave when he has such a gravy train to keep him. Get rid, get sorted and start putting your kids first. - Grow up woman!

Posted 13/10/2009 15:22:58

Posted by ctiny

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

kerry i think ther are still people around you who care and want to help and are willing to give you another chance but it aint your soo called hubby chuck. get rid asap. for you and your childrens future and safety.

Posted 13/10/2009 21:55:37

Posted by Kendra

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

Kerry Katona,
You are a waste of space!

Posted 14/10/2009 05:23:35

Posted by suebev

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

We don't want you dead, just out of the press. I'm so bored of you and your crappy life!

Posted 14/10/2009 07:24:51

Posted by Louise Loveridge

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

Hope Kerry can sort herself out, and get back on track. She needs the right people behind her though. X

Posted 14/10/2009 10:51:51

Posted by Haitch30

RE: Kerry to Mark: "It's your fault I'm ruined"

She is a waste of time! Ah, I am upset! I said to my partner yesterday "the only annoying celeb (if thats what she is) I have not read about recently is Kerry Katona! Thank god she has decided to keep a low profile and give my morning reading a break" Alas! Here she is!!! I knew she wouldn't last to long!!

Posted 15/10/2009 08:50:16



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