Tulisa Contostavlos: 'I wish Fazer had been my first lover'
Tuesday 25 September 2012
After splitting up with his N-Dubz band mate Tulisa Contostavlos in January, Fazer says the break-up won’t be affecting the group’s reunion in two years time.
The rapper, who was pictured cosying up to model Zara Martin at London Fashion Week, said at the MOBO nominations launch: “Me and Tulisa are all good – we’re having a drink later. I met up with her and Dappy over the weekend so the NDubz reunion is definitely on the cards. We’ll be back in 2014.”
The dapper dressed star, who is releasing his own clothing line next year, said his style has become a lot more sophisticated since his early N-Dubz days. He said: “Back in N-Dubz, it was all tracksuits. But now I’m solo, I get to showcase my own style and I’m getting a lot more suited and booted. I love nice clothes and I cannot wait for people to see my clothing line next year.”
Meanwhile, his former flame Tulisa told Closer she couldn’t wait for the release of her autobiography, Honest: My Story So Far, which is out next week. The X Factor judge said: “It's good to have my autobiography coming out because there's so much rubbish written about me. It's time to clear up the rumours and tell my side of the story.”
In the book, which is being serialised by a UK newspaper, Tulisa reveals that she wished ex-boyfriend Fazer was her first lover.
Tulisa and Fazer
'I wish Fazer had been my first, but it wasn’t to be' said the star.
In fact, Tulisa admitted that she was way too young when she lost her virginity at age 14.
'I had too many boys, too soon. I regret losing my innocence so early,' she reflects.
'If I hadn’t been saved by the music, I’d most likely be living with a drug dealer on a council estate.'
Her first sexual partner, she reveals, was a drug dealer named Jonjo who drove her to a bed and breakfast before having sex with her.
'Before I knew it, we were alone in a room. But then he started taking my clothes off, and I didn’t stop him' she said.
'A little while after I slept with Jono, I found out he had a girlfriend. So things went downhill pretty fast.'
'And once I had lost my virginity, there was no getting it back, so I saw no reason not to sleep with a guy if that’s what he wanted to do.'
'Maybe I was searching for something I felt was missing from my childhood. Maybe I wanted to find the security I never got from my parents. I don’t know, but it led me into some very bad relationships.'